Tuesday, June 25, 2019

Redundancy Test (June 2019)


Apologies were made for occasions like this
I tried to drink myself to death
I almost won
The burden almost broke my shoulders
Sleepless nights and mental fights
I couldn’t roll over on you

I almost found answers at the bottom of cheap bottles
I stopped recognizing myself
I thought this wasn’t about me
You spoke through silence

You deserved my best
You deserved the rest
The moments we never had
Those feelings never die

Am I lucky to not perish from my own hands?
Am I too scared to conclude our final chapter?
Infinite hiatus
I still need us

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