Thursday, December 26, 2019

Face it: She’s Gone (December 2019)


Struggling with pages and what they mean to me
Fighting myself for value and currency
Placing the blame on not where it needs to be
Am I the only one lost in the madness
Am I the only one dealing with sadness

Fighting myself with the words I never said
Giving value to a self I cannot shed
I am lost
Trouble speaks

Broken teens will speak of unrelatable things as if they’ve touched a thing
My heart it bleeds. My mind it needs
You not to value tragedy

Shitty is the poet who writes his own dying script
Filling in the voids of chasing words he never meant aside from his subconsciousness

There’s nothing I have left to say to you
Everything is unrepairable. Broken and abused
There’s no love to fit the mold
Like a flower comes to surface
Through the concrete like a criminal

Rolling In Still Motion (December 2019)

And it feels like I'm dying
Does that mean I'm trying?
I cannot breathe. I cannot rest my eyes
Without meaning there's nothing in this life

Cure me from emptiness
Love lost
I cannot comprehend

Days turn
It hurts more
Childhood: an attic
Adulthood: basement floor